1.29.03-- la la la
I'm doing better. Bryans at the shrink so he hasn't come over today. I was actually all alone.. THATS a first. Yea.. You should check out the Sly Caps. GREAT BAND! Anywho.. School is okay.. I have to read a stupid book. I actually read a book on my own! Oh, I know your proud. Its called Go Ask Alice. Its a 15 year old drug dealer's diary.. a very good and sad book. I recommend reading it. Well.. theres nothing really much to say, so I shall leave you with some lyrics.." I don't believe in anything, but I believe in you. I never trusted anyone, but somehow I trust you." --Midtown. ROCK ON!
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1.26.03-- lonely..
hmm.. Well, I just got home from Paige's house. She had a party yesterday. I felt soo lonely. There were these couples.. *sniffle* It made me miss Bryan even more. You have NO idea how much I miss him. My dad is such an asshole. I sware, he just gets pleasure out of seeing me cry. He almost didn't let me go over Paige's yesterday because its actually his weekend. (my parents are divorced.. since I was 5) My mom started getting involved.. which is really bad.. because they started fighting, like always. It makes me feel horrible! It makes me feel like its all my fault. I just cried and cried. Then my grandma came over made things even worse. She started saying that my mom should go to court to collect money from my dad for medical bills that need to be paid from me and my sister. My dad told her not to get involved.. and my mom kept going at it. My dads like.. "yea.. this is why I left you." I felt horrible. I couldn't stop crying. My dad finally let me go.. (thank God) and I finally got out of that hell hole. I came over Paige's house, crying, and her mom comforted me. Her mom is like, a 2nd mom to me. I hate it when they fight. I wish I could just shrivle up and die. At least thats over now. Anywho.. Yea, I'm married to Ryan. heh.. He wants me to go to his little superbowl party, but I don't know how to get there.. oh well. Another lonely night.. missing Bryan. Thats about it.. bye.
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1.19.03--hoohaw!
Okay.. I haven't updated in a while now.. hmm. Well, exams are over. Thank God. Tomorrow we have school off.. and its also Bryan's birtday! woohoo! I got him this hello kitty watch. ( he collects watches) bahh.. I love him! ^___^ Oh yes.. I'm going on a cruise in a month.. woohoo! I'm also going to see BEN KWELLER March 8th!!! SOOO EXCITED!! yea.. a good movie to rent is Undercover Brother. GOOD SHIT! "Jesus Christ.. black man. Babe Ruth.. black man. Madonna.. 6 ft. black man!" XD oh yea.. You should also watch the movie "Hook." Rufio.. rufio.. RU-FI-ooooooo! Good times, good times. Me and Katie met this hot kid at the mall.. who rented a wheelchair for no reason. His name is Kyle. Oh, and i played Dance Dance Revolution for the first time today.. dude. Its SOO addictive. XD weeeee. yea, Kaytays been here for the past 4 days.. she lives here. Well, thats enough of me. bye you!
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1.7.03--Blaah
Well, I'm back at school, dammit! At least I got to see my friends. YAY. My friend Caitlin wants me to go to a concert on sat. to check out some local bands.. we will see. Oh yes.. bad news: Dave of Dingus had to quit! 0__o We will miss him! Good luck to Dingus in the future. I've also been listening to a lot of new music to me lately.. like: Homegrown, Midtown, Remember Maine, Trice, Allister and the Early November. Check them out! Well.. not much more to say. I miss Bryan because hes over his mommies house, dammit. Oh yes.. i've had these words stuck in my head..so I'm going to get them out.. "she goes above and beyond her call of duty, she is a slut but X thinks its sexy. sex reminds her of eating spaghetti. I am wasted but im ready!" --Ben Kweller, "wasted and ready"... BYE!
-- 1.3.03--DINGUS! <333
Well, I was in this chat room, clicked a link and checked out this band, Dingus. There a pop-punk band from Holmdel, New Jersey. I thought.. oh just another shitty high school band. I was totally wrong. I listened to 3 of their songs.. I was completely blown away. They are amazing.. sounding so professional. Their sound kind of reminds me of the Ataris. But anywho, you HAVE TO check this band out..come on I know you want too..they kick ass! woooohoooo for Dingus! Dingus! Dingus! Dingus! Dingus! Dingus! okay.. I'm done.. I LOVE DINGUS!
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1.1.03--Happy New Year! ^___^
Well, I certainly had a happy new year! Bryan actually got to spend the night over my house. I was really suprised that my mom let him. I love my mommy <3333 Anywho, we actually missed new years because we were watching home videos. We played air hockey.. cuddled..aww!.. and did other stuffs..hmm. Oh yea, don't see the movie "That Darn Punk." Its very cheap looking, makes no sence and funky. You would have to be high to understand it. Anywho.. I'm babysitting tomorrow from 6 to 8..woohoo! Hey, as long as I'm getting the bling-bling, I'm just peachy. Oh yes, I learned "Brainstew" on guitar and I'm trying to learn "Hands Down", but my fingers hurt like hell. Well, thats enough of my ramblings.. bye.
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12.30.02--YAY
YAY! I finally got this page up! *does little jig* Anywho, tomorrow is new years eve.. woohoo. I may just be stuck babysitting tomorrow. I really don't mind. baahh.. I wanted to see Bryan today, but my mom wouldn't let him come over..grr. Any, I just took this test..
Take the test, by Emily.